From the very first time we met at the Magma Fair, when we stood next to each other, something inside me shifted. I didn’t know what it was back then, but now I realize… it was my heart choosing you. It wasn’t just my eyes that fell in love—it was every part of me. My heart felt something real, something rare. That night, even though we hardly knew each other, my soul felt at peace next to you. And in that one silent moment, without saying a word, I gave my heart to you.

And then we met again, and this time we weren’t just standing side by side—we were closer. Sitting next to you after we ate at Savant, laughing, talking, playing 30 Seconds… it felt like the world had paused just for us. My heart was beating so fast, but it wasn’t out of nerves—it was joy. I was just so happy. Happy to be on your team. Happy to be around you. Happy to see your smile. In those moments, everything felt lighter. It was like I was starting to experience what life is supposed to feel like—with you in it.

Then came our first date. The memory of it will always stay with me. You sat next to me in the car and when you reached out and held my hand, I swear I felt something I’ve never felt before. In that single touch, everything just felt… right. Like the universe finally made sense. I didn’t care where we were or where we were going, because all I needed was sitting right beside me. That moment made me feel like the king of the world—not because of anything I owned or achieved, but because I had you… my queen… with me. And when you smiled at me, when you fed me and looked into my eyes—it was as if time had stopped. I felt like a child again… completely innocent, completely lost in you. In that moment, nothing else mattered to me. It was just us. Just love. Just peace.

What I feel for you isn’t just love—it’s something deeper. I love taking care of you. I love being the man you can lean on when you’re tired, when life gets heavy, when you just need someone to say, “I’m here.” I love the way you make me feel like I’m finally doing something right in this world. I love being your comfort, your safe place, your warmth when the world feels cold. I love being your man—not just for the good times, but for every single part of your journey.

I know your past with men hasn’t been the easiest. I know you’ve had your heart bruised and your trust shaken. And I can’t go back and erase the hurt you’ve been through, but I can promise you this: I am not them. I will never be the one to play games with your heart. I will never take your love for granted. I will never leave you questioning your worth. I will be different—not because I have to prove anything, but because loving you honestly and fully is the only way I know how.

I want to be the man who’s there when no one else is. The man who listens without judging, who shows up without being asked, who never gives you a reason to doubt where you stand. I want to be the one who shows you what it really means to be loved—not just with words, but with action, patience, time, and effort. Because you deserve that. You deserve consistency. You deserve passion. You deserve loyalty. And most of all, you deserve a love that doesn’t hurt or confuse—but heals and brings joy.

Every time I think of you, I smile. Every time I’m with you, I feel like I’m exactly where I’m meant to be. You bring out the best in me. You make me want to be more. You make life brighter, warmer, and so much more beautiful. I want to build something real with you—step by step, with no rush, no pressure. Just something true. I want late-night drives, shared secrets, forehead kisses, laughter through tears, and silent moments where just being together is enough. I want the highs and I’m willing to walk with you through any lows, because I don’t just want the good parts—I want all of you. 

I LOVE YOU MY FAREEHA 

— MUSC